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Amos Lim Zhi An Male 13 April '93 ♀ Attached ♂ wit Yschelle♥ Outing person Singapore Beloved Galfriend.  12.35AM 07-08-09 [02]yєaя [06]мοиτн [00]wєєk .. аиd ѕτίιι сσυитιиg yουя мy οиє аиd οиℓy , i ряοмιѕє тο yσυ βαβy! x3 Our love is born on 07/08/09. i'm so happy that i've a girlfriend like you. even though there is ups and downs, i noe nth could brk us apart. baby i'll stand by you no matter what, regardless of anything, i won't let anyone hurt you, you have my words! :D from the day i turn change my status from friend to boyfriend, i said this to myself silently. no matter what happens, i'll stand by your side and protect you.. Trust me, no matter what obstacles we face, i'll smile and tell you "everything gonna be alright, cause you're not alone.. you have me, ilu" i'll love you till my last breathe. --> ♥Our Private Blog My wants. Footprints
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Date: Sunday, December 25, 2011
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Title: Merry Christmas People!!!! Just dropped by my blog to wish u guys~ been busy since filming til wrkin til nw! OMGosh! It's the most beautiful time of the year Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer I should be playing in the winter snow But I'mma be under the mistletoe I don't wanna miss out on the holiday But I can't stop staring at your face I should be playing in the winter snow But I'mma be under the mistletoe With you, shawty with you With you, shawty with you With you, under the mistletoe Everyone's gathering around the fire Chestnuts roasting like a hot July I should be chillin with my folks I know But I'mma be under the mistletoe Word on the street santa's coming at night Reindeer's flying in the sky so high I should be making a list i know But I'mma be under the mistletoe With you, shawty with you With you, shawty with you With you, under the mistletoe Hey love, the wiseman followed a star The way I follow my heart And it lead me to a miracal Hey love, din't you buy me nothin Cause i'm feeling one thing, Your lips on my lips, that's a merry merry christmas~ I'm searching for my Miss International Love :) Date: Friday, November 11, 2011
Title: i dunnoe y, tis thin suddenly hit me in my mind n memory.. al this while i've fooled by a mistake..in anyw its a mistake i chose.. 你越走越近我只得楞在那里 我不应该在车里, 看到你们有多甜蜜 但是这样一来我比较容易死心, 同时也给了我离开的勇气 他一定很爱你, 也把我比下去..分手也只用了一分钟而已 他一定很爱你, 比我会讨好你..不会像我这样孩子气; 为难着你.. 我知道, 你一定会幸福的.. 原谅我没有早一点发现其实她不是我的最爱.. 原谅我没有说我给你的并不多，拥抱过却没有把握 过去我已经失去了, 我不停的伤害就是希望你会恨我. 结果真的让我如愿以偿了后再来告诉我残酷的事实！ &*%#$^%(^@%$@&*%$@&*)$%@(*! 关于你的歌 is a song tat belongs to us.. watever u say to him brings bck memories of us~ u ar still tat old u, perhaps stronger n braver? still rmb i asked for 'sex' the other time? it was mend to be a test, i jus wanna noe hw much u reali love me its pure stupid n funny thinkin bck.. in the end i ended our r/s becuz u were nt wat i wanted bck then i stil rmb u came & told me somethin bout it after brk.. u told me tat if we were to reali patch bck, u dun mind losin ur FIRST time? i too rmb myself smiling at u tellin u we wnt be bck again, kp it. hmmm..perhaps i m too gd in lyin til u took it for real? sex is the las thin i wan in a r/s, u knew.. 从前你是那么的了解我，对我的大大小小事都了如指掌.. 最让我万万没想到的是对我的为人如此了解的人既然突然间不了解我 误会我想要的是另外的东西..你如果想知道我当初离开的原因，联系我吧.. 毕竟这是我藏在心底的秘密，除了我自己没有人懂。 答案为了你而留的，哪天如果你有机会看见我的这篇废话或许我们还算有那么一点点缘分吧~ Ps: tis is NOT for CQH.. its IS for CHX.. Date: Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Title: it has been 5yrs & 9mths since i fell inlove wif u, 4yrs & 9mths since u left me... [mths ar nt exact, bt yrs ARE] i often wonder hw ar u, hw hav u been.. is ther chance even jus a 0.000000000000000000000000000001%? i m sry for the hurt, bt it got me bck 2x too, do u noe tat? i got no choice bt to let go, hav u ever thought hw terrible i felt? hw much tears i dropped for u? hav u ever spared a thought for me instead of her! i did so much & al i got was this, everythin tats left of us.. no friendships, relationships etc etc.. bt wat did she got for brkin us up?! friendship, relationship [ah ma & sun nv]?! is this hw u define the word "FAIR"?!! each time i go overseas, i will get u somethin ther.. i've always wanted to giv them to u personally, bt do u even care? u got freakin no idea hw happy i was tat day when u called me suddenly jus to chat! i was so happy tat i smiled to myself & ppl took me as a fool.. i enjoyed bein mistaken as a fool at tat point of time, becuz its FOR YOU. we chatted for over an hr plus? al bout our times tgt.. it might hav hurt if i was tellin somebody else bout it, bt it doesn't when its u. i admitted tat i still love u alot, bt wat ans did i get? i rather u reject me or told me ur REAL ANS then to mak me wait. sometimes its nt the waitin tat hurts, its the chance of gettin tgt & missed.... i swear i did al i could to kp u bck, bt it al went to drain on 14/08/10. i thought it was a chance tat day after tat phone cal, yet once again, gone. everywher i go, i wished u were ther..bt u ain't, reality or dream. the veri first time we met, i wanted to mak thins better for u.. i wanted to brin u al over the world n leave our memory in every country on earth. i wanted to buy u everythin u say u LIKE, giv u everythin u say u WANT. i wanted to spend ur 18th wif u since i missed ur 16th, i wanna brin u out to every restaurant in SG, i wanna brin u to al the theme parks n play cuz i noe u love to play RC, i wanna buy u the mos delicious kimchi n many more.. at the end of the day i came to realized it was al my wishful thinkin.. i thought it would be gd if i learn to be gracious, i wished u al the bes wif him, once a gd friend of mine.. bt little did i noe tat u ar so stubborn, u got out of my life, nt u NEVER ONCE stepped out of my heart.. i got no choice bt to hide u deep inside, bury u in the deepest corner~ becuz of u i m willing to giv up everythin on earth, wat bout u? u gav up nth bt me, well done uhh Chen Qiu Hua.. for all those tat u've said to me, i salute u! u walked in & out of my life, left scars al over~ STILL, i m gonna pluck up my biggest courage to tell u tat i wnt forget u, my heart wnt stop lovin, my memory cant auto delete everythin bout u, it al happen & is in tat state al becuz i love too much.. too much til i can onli see u huggin n kissin the other guy, tellin him tat u not be the best, bt u're worth his smile, his sweetness and his everything. u love him etc etc.. u meant nobody ever told u tat, tat u ar worth mor den al those of his?! tat u're worth my life.. everythin had change..it changed becuz of 1 sentence u mentioned. i wil always rmb tat sentence u said til my las breathe. cuz it always reminds me hw unworthy my tears are for the pas few yrs, perhaps u? :) stay blessed wif ur first bf, i m livin my everyday life the bes way it could be. perhaps it hurts once in awhile, bt i learnt to pretend becuz of u.. i wnt drop a tear for u anymor becuz i m stronger nw, nth about u can brin me down! i dun wanna disappoint those tat stood by me after u left me alone cryin sorrowfully. i've been wantin to tel u, tat cal i made to u to end ALL our r/s didn't onli made u cry, it stabbed rite into my heart n broke it the moment i end my sentence. do u noe i felt 10x more den u & i pretended to nt feel a thin, despite the fact of seein u the nex day in sch wil brk me down? Happy 5yr 8mths to the invisible love of ours~ ok, too much alrdy ALZA..spare a thought for ur dear YLYS~~ <3 u nw til................................tel u nex time :P muacks la, dun say i bias ah..its nt al bout qiuhua ok, jus tis one.. ^^ the res al urs! stay tune ah YL! Date: Sunday, June 5, 2011
Title: 说好要一起旅行是我如今唯一坚持的任性.. 一起长大的约定那样真心, 与你聊不完的曾经~ 我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情了. 情绪莫名的拉扯, 我还是爱你的 我断断续续地唱着歌, 假装没事.. 时间过了, 走了 而我们的爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了, 真的哭了 离开时的不快乐只有我了解 有些爱给到这真的痛了 我们说好的幸福呢？ 开心与不开心的日子我再不舍还是要放手 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻, 我一定会记得.. Date: Saturday, June 4, 2011
Title: 我问你我是不是你最疼爱的人，你还记得你的回答吗？ 你说是.. 那为何你不知道你最疼爱的人, 最疼爱的人就是你呢？ 难道我真的那么木头吗？木头到你感受不了！？ Haiz.......................... :'( Date: Saturday, May 28, 2011
Title: actually you don't have to forget & start afresh with me. i deserved the situation today, i was the one who made that decision afterall. blame no one for it but self, years had gone by in a blink of eyes. you must be thinking, whats the point of me saying all those after so long, rite? whats done can never be undone, there isn't any 'Delete' button in life.... i always use leaving as a form of protection, unknowingly causing deeper hurts. its not that you're not good enough, just that i don't deserve what i'm having. many regret being with me, i knew it was my problem.. sometimes i do wonder to myself, why on earth did i gave up a good life for a harder one? i could easily have someone whom love me more than her own life, willing to do anything for me, NEVER ONCE showed me any temper or tantrums, someone i'm grateful and sorry to, someone i took for granted, someone i wished i could apologise to in her face..but i didn't. afraid of being rejected so i chose to accept her reason, rather us being strangers so that she won't hate me than to be friends & hurt. this is how much of a jerk i was, have you seen me through? you shouldn't be feeling sorry for me, you can lead a better life ahead. leave that try for someone you love more/deeper, perhaps its the best for you. you wouldn't be suffering till now if it hasn't been for me, i'm sorry :( i wanna try, but fate doesn't allow me to~~~ argh! gosh! my wrist are filled with RASHES!!! :@ god! y mus u mak me allergic to stainless steels & nt FOODS!! if i could, i rather u exchange my allergies frm skin to foods! i'm scratching on it & it doesn't helps abit! >.< tsk! its painful after my baths~ wth! lost of appetite nowadays, havin gastrics at the wrong time, lack of slp etc etc...man, i'll die earli if tis continues! goin to slp liao, gastric again! =X argh!!! [i cant believe i actually posted HALF a post without SINGLISH!] a song for everybody: Straitjacket Feeling by The All American Rejects been listening to it the whole day! favourite la! (Y) BEST! Date: Thursday, May 26, 2011
Title: anywher u go, i'm near~ anywher u go, i'll be ther~ anytime u whisper my name, u'll see hw i kp every single promises. cuz wat kind of guy would i be if i were to leave when u ned me mos~! wat are words when u dun reali mean them when u say them?! wat ar words if they're onli for gd times then they dun?! when its love yeah u say them out loud those words, they nv go away, they live on, even when we're gone.. its so hard to lose the one you love, to finally have to say goodbye :( i tried to be strong bt the pain keeps holdin on & all that i can do is watch over her deep within my heart i know its time to move on when the fairytale that i once knew is gone.. when the last tear drop falls i'll still be holdin on to all of our memories & all of what we used to be.. i'll stand tall & know that you're here with me in my heart when my last tear drop falls... so now i'm all alone, life keeps movin on bt my destination still unknown >.< will ther be a time when i'll fall inlove again when i was meant to walk these streets alone? if there was just one wish i could be granted here tonight, it would be to have you right back by my side! lately hav been wondering hu will be there to take over my place when i'm gone~ you'll need love to light the shadows on your face.. could you make it on your own? if i could then i would, i'll go wherever you will go way up high or down low, i'll go wherever you will go.. maybe i'll find out a way to make it back someday, to watch you & to guide you through the darkest of your days~ then i hope there's someone out there hu can bring me back to you :) you ran away with my heart, my hope & my love. i know now just how my life and love might still go on..... in your heart & mind, ther i'll stay with you for all of time~ cuz when we're fifteen & somebody tells us they love us, we're definitely gonna believe them! tats when we're 15~ :D |